A beginning

This is my gratitude blog.

I am not feeling very thankful about anything, and I am struggling to find anything to be thankful for. Am I thankful for the beautiful day? No. I don't care. Am I grateful for friends, for family, for anything. No. No. No. Am I thankful that I am alive. No! I don't fucking care!!

So this is all I can manage today. It is genuine and it is a start.

I am thankful that I am not at work today.